if you ever pop by...
to have left without a word
to leave you shattered
into pieces, broken, torn and alone.
I'm sorry.
What i needed then was only a break,
some time away from all the
quarreling. To witness you tear
upon misunderstanding
what was only me channeling
my energy to my studies, my schoolmates.
It tore me down too.
More than once i've done things to let you down
i know i'm undeserving
yet i can't bear to leave.
don't leave.
friends said you were
undeserving, i thought otherwise,
in the end.
You eventually left to a comfortable embrace
or so i thought.
And so did i.
we became you and i.
unwilling to say this but
i know i have to. goodbye.
P/S if i ever had a chance to go back to 15 nov 2007, i will still choose you,
i would still give my friends up for you, give drugs the miss while i'm with you and
talk to you from 12 till both of us snooze off at 7am, between us a phone line still connected.
i really miss you, but i can't tell no one. And maybe one day god will let our paths cross again.
Maybe
Friday, April 9, 2010
Posted by eeeeeeeeelroy at 2:13 PM
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