Timeless. Please remain timeless.

I've made a silly decision 2 years 3 months ago.

2011-08-12T18:50:00.004+08:00

A hasty decision that shackled me.

Its painful to have to ignore someone who loved me so much

Regrets?

Perhaps...

Thinking back.. There are many things I did which I really don't understand.

If I were given a second chance I'll do it correctly.

I'm sorry.

sometimes I wish she was you.

To you:

It hurts me to see you like this.

Please don't be selfish to yourself.

Remember you only live life once. Make it worth living.

& maybe someday our paths will cross again.

2011-07-02T02:22:00.002+08:00

i miss you again..
what would we have been had we not parted?

.

2011-06-06T02:47:00.002+08:00

I miss you so much...

why did we part?

In case you didn't know, i lost my virginity to you, yes... you.

& everyone else i told you about was a lie.

you were my first.

Do you know how much it hurts?

why did god create humans with different aptitude??!

why...?

why didn't you understand my priorities.

why didn't you understand the need for me to keep my guy friends?

why did we part?

i don't know.

its funny how we started, and the very same way, we ended.

I miss you.

2011-04-02T09:21:00.003+08:00

At times i think we're drifters...

Happy Birthday!

2011-02-16T18:12:00.002+08:00

Have you met someone and had so many questions answered with little questions asked?

My reply?

prior to yesterday, i never had.

Yesterday? yes.

Yesterday the 15 of Feb was her birthday and she agreed to meet me for dinner.

I was so HAPPY!

we haven't been in contact for 1 year 7.5 months already.

I wanted to tell her so much,

so so much, like how I have been dreaming of her,

explaining to her what she thought was reality then, was NOT.

Well when we met, it was.. almost like we never broke up.

It was comfortable but from the accepting manner of how much time we were apart.

More like every single clock in the world waited for us to be together again.

I'm not sure if she feels the same, but if she does, my dear clocks, please keep it that way

till our hands meet again... please..?

I bought her a gift, a card, a flower.

The Gift

Issey Miyake, has always been my favorite brand while we were together.

A brand that was customized for her; gentle, comforting, feminine, soft and seductive!

The Card

I wrote like 5 drafts, shredded 3, double sided taped 2, pasted 1.

Nothing hardcore, mostly light hearted.

The Flower

I thought it'll be nice to let the flower grow with her for a good few days.

So a white and really young rose bud.

Will she keep the flower through its blossom and wither?

As much as I know its selfish, I sincerely want her to wait, to wait for a fine day.

When I wake up and return to her.

Well lets just keep it a thought, till tomorrow.

We ended with hug.

I really wanted to hold her longer, much much longer...

As long as my heart wanted.

But it'll be selfish for me to do so..

To whom it may concern, I still love you, I know so.

I'm sorry for not being able to be with you when you needed me most.

If the clocks turn backwards for us, will you accept my explaination?

Lets us be together again.. Fate..?

I miss you so so so much.

Yet another day without you.

Till then Passer by.

Goodbye,

-the Idiot who let her go.

petitepinktoes.blogspot.com

2011-02-05T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hello there stranger.

which ever path we have chosen lets not regret.
reminiscence, inevitable, but please help it remain only as hasty sigh.

Stranger, why must we be subjected to constant denial and regret?

Again.. I miss you.

will it survive?

2010-10-31T03:40:00.002+08:00

im not sure if anyone does even rmb this url?

i don't really care anyway.. im going to say what i say.

assuming im in my own world,

yhy i really miss you.
if i could i would, turn back time, back to the time
where we first met, at the coffee shop.. rmb 608?

i've to admit, back then i fell for you, its crazy.
its abrupt, its fast, its insane. but i did.

well the first thing i remembered was that
you were so white, a glowing candle in my adolescence,
an angel.

you were never receptive towards conversations i make,

never really there. through out the two years that i

vaguely managed make you remember me.

It wasn't until sec 5, when i mixed with NEC again.

I dated you out with nurul shakina, to see fire works at

marina rmb?

guess what, that was a dare from NEC, to go out with you..

i went out you, and that supposedly unofficial date changed my life.

slowly.. i won your heart, your trust, your faith, your love, your embrace.

With me everywhere ((: rmb the times with joel and justina?

cassandra, ben, shakina, hiroshi, shah & wimin?

After all thats done, theres only one thing i can surely surely say...

I love you.

Remember how i always told you that there was one before you?

frankly, you were my first.

I was embarassed to be frank, did not know what i was doing...

and truth be told, i was afraid too... :p

its scary how time flies.

i don't care if you even remember this url or anyone related to me does or doesn't

im gonna say this.

i know its unfair to my current girlfriend.

I still miss you

I still dream of you

I've never tried as hard to be with anyone.

its like i never needed to.

Remember how you were always there for me?

when i was hungry, you'd fry me an egg with diced carrot.
(i SCREAMED at you for that, yes i still rmb!!)

thinking back, that was really sweet of you..

Sweety, I still got alot of things to learn,

only fate knows if you will be part of my lessons?

part of my dreams?

or the very essence on my life.

Good night hwee ying.
i REALLY really miss you.

2010-05-19T14:03:00.001+08:00

feeling so down recently.
am i really boyfriend material?

2010-04-09T14:13:00.003+08:00

if you ever pop by...

to have left without a word
to leave you shattered
into pieces, broken, torn and alone.
I'm sorry.

What i needed then was only a break,
some time away from all the
quarreling. To witness you tear
upon misunderstanding
what was only me channeling
my energy to my studies, my schoolmates.
It tore me down too.

More than once i've done things to let you down
i know i'm undeserving
yet i can't bear to leave.
don't leave.
friends said you were
undeserving, i thought otherwise,
in the end.
You eventually left to a comfortable embrace
or so i thought.
And so did i.
we became you and i.
unwilling to say this but
i know i have to. goodbye.

P/S if i ever had a chance to go back to 15 nov 2007, i will still choose you,
i would still give my friends up for you, give drugs the miss while i'm with you and
talk to you from 12 till both of us snooze off at 7am, between us a phone line still connected.
i really miss you, but i can't tell no one. And maybe one day god will let our paths cross again.
Maybe

2009-02-21T13:07:00.002+08:00

nothing's been up lately.

Elroy wants me to blog for him

2008-12-31T00:47:00.002+08:00

Hello

Bye bye

2008-10-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

how wonderful life is.

2008-10-21T00:08:00.001+08:00

2008-10-09T00:16:00.003+08:00

I'm so excited lah! Shawn is selling me his Applicable Maths text book for $30, which means i won't need to retake A maths next sem *TWO-THUMBS-UP*, saving $28 all at the same time!
So tomorrow's A maths (again!??!)

ANY-O-HOW,

i didn't study this afternoon, i slept like 4 hours and looked at my notes for like 30 minutes, hehehehhe!

WELL we all need time to adapt right? Although i feel kind of guilty, I promise i'll make up for it tomorrow ya?

Meerubus for lunch

20mg of salt? LIE. (it was good though)

The secret rendevous.

OKAYYYY,
n
(...........)
bye!

2008-10-08T13:27:00.003+08:00

i made a time table to follow! its fun to keep timetables lah, at least you won't get bored, so i found some extra time to squeeeeze in this post!

school is so fun. although there are like 100000000000000 things to revise, reapproach and RE-UNDERSTAND :s

elroy, you love school ok!

2008-10-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

all you do is piss and moan. CAN YOU DO SOMETHING?

gus pauline yihang and everyone else

2008-10-06T23:43:00.003+08:00

2008-10-04T23:38:00.003+08:00

lyn finally got a job. It was awesome fun la! We were at woodlands and the job's so casual there isn't any dress code! The pay is higher than $2.75/h at Mac Donalds'.(which is serious bulls) Retail was fun, smoking was allowed, sitting down wouldn't get her fired and the boss gave allowance for food and other miscellanous expenses. lyn is so blessed, my first job was totally shit, i had to stand 12 hours packing mobile phones into boxes(which leaves painful cuts)
anyway...

2008-10-04T15:13:00.002+08:00

Mr Yap remembers my name! I can't believe it, out of like 60 students in MFS he remembers mine (yes, it is a good thing)

Okay for some reason i was at Novena mrt and while i was alighting i said good bye to Gus. You probably think this is no big deal but a special someone actually nudged my back cause i blocked her for like 2 seconds. I was so angry it is not like the train door closes in 3 seconds right?! She was completely being ANAL.. I can't believe that people with no social grace like her exists!

met ben at amk hub, and someone who was checking out someone elses' butt banged onto me! then she went EHHHHHHHHHHH. These people should have plenty HARDCORE ANAL SEX. they could have said "excuse me, opps, sorry, or somethingelse".

This sexy watch; something i have had eyeeeed for like almost 11 months!

2008-10-02T19:58:00.002+08:00

im am so inspired to talk. so LISTEN UP.

*its easier to change yourself than to change someone else.

*so if you've just had the most terrible breakup for some reason you should stop blaming him/her for being such a jerk/whore!

*it takes two hands to clap, so in most cases, you are partially at fault.

*the reason for failure most in most relationships of is because you FAIL to satisfy a particular NEED(affection, consideration, honesty.......)

*Parochialism(sp); One thinks that he/she has is the most superior concept, idea, intelligence or approach as compared to another counterpart. Ask yourself are you Parochialistic?

hehe so this is the part where i agree in certain cases i am WRONG

a) you have been toyed, used or is just another victim of expoilttation(sp)
b) you believe too much in fate

2008-10-02T19:17:00.003+08:00

first day of school is supposed to be fun RIGHT? WRONG! business maths was hard! it is actually A maths, it just sounds a tad cooler. Everyone knows I never exactly like maths. There was NO space to annoy the lecturer because he looks so cool like a maths engineer(if you know what i mean). so in short, class was awful. after school was much better didn't have the time to mingle though. Went to ICA to make a passport.

OH does anyone remember how LOOOOOOOONG the queues were in the mid 90s? the words ICA and passport always disgusted me. it would mean following my mum in to the squeezy and loooong crowd just to get out 3 hours later with a silly passport.

but today was fine, it took me less than 30 minutes to get my picture taken, self process my documents and submit my application. collection's due on the 7th this month. ben came down shortly after, accompanied him to reapply for something.(sounds sneaky aye (: )

ben came over for lunch, we had the BESTEST mee pok, fried kway tiao, and chicken rice.

this is ben

this is bangalahdeshi ben. (he doesn't think the chicken rice is good. but you should see the delight in his eyes while swallowing.)

lastly i would love to mention how much i DETEST THAT STU[ID MOSQUITO, HE HAS BITTEN ME MANY MANY TIMES in the last 30 minutes, I am going to sit still on my bed and wait for him to bite. then i'll show you guys how irritating he looks.

2008-10-02T07:16:00.002+08:00

thanks lyn&kel for the late night KFC {:
START of school! i'm going to rock my class today and nothings' gonna stop me from doing that cuz i've already booked comfortable front seats with Rumi(roooooooooooomi) and his gang. Going to look out for unfriendly/expilotative china men. Going to smile all day. Going to joke all day; "all day" means the 3 hours of school.

GOSH. i'm more tired the the word "exhausted" sounds! popped my vitamin Cs, weird jellyo and some poop-like brown tablets (the usual recipe mum forces into my tiny morning stomach before every exam~) the alcohol in my stomach isn't doing any good however no signs of hangovers yet.

--------------------

fuck you fallen angel

2008-10-02T00:35:00.000+08:00

I WILL NOT LET YOU KILL, STEAL AND DESTROY.

will anyone move in with me?

2008-10-01T21:18:00.003+08:00

how the truth sucks

2008-10-01T05:13:00.004+08:00

hello fellow melancholic human beings!
yes, the truth sucks but i'm going to tell the truth, the truth is we all suck.
why is that?

beecuz everyone is actually wearing a facade. I mean who would choose to tell you what an asshole she/he was? Hiding the truth is an instinct; to protect oneself. The truth makes you vulnerable because it really damages. Civilization itself is a lie, to keep those above, on top.

and now i can't sleep after tossing in bed for like 100 hours(<-- another lie to prevent friends from knowing that i'm appearing offline) AND i'm STILL fighting with a stupid mosquito which has bitten me 4 times in the past 10 minutes.

i am so ready to pay 100$ for a LEGAL sedative, tranquilizer or relaxant. Should i get a pescription(SP) for erimine5?

say, am i an attention seeking whore or what!

2008-10-01T00:43:00.003+08:00

thanks for the company lyn and xz i had so much fun today!
so tomorrows' raya right? can't wait to visit ezzaty's mum! (i think her mum misses me so i'm taking advantage of that for a free lunch {:)
got plans with the boys tomorrow and i'm going to make my last day of the term break fun!

you got to realize your mistake to correct it.

2008-09-30T16:34:00.003+08:00

why bother to compare yourself to either of these people; dawn yang, xia xue, or any other celebrity blogger?
be yourselves.
be original
STOP FOLLOWING!(this is the worst of me, unstyled, unglammed)

2008-09-30T03:36:00.003+08:00

The new school term's starting this Thursday. Here are a few things to do
1) not to settle for any long term relationship
2) go to church
3) study really hard ( see me when im focused)
4) get my Mondays-Saturdays. ( shopping anyone?)
5) get a neat and really short hair-cut
6) go for eyebrow treading<-- CHECK! Went to tread it wasn't the least painful lah. ANYWAY, Joanne's forgive her dinner was today!

the new sexy brows

Sex

Snatching for the sugar cane.

trying to be feirce

Thinking about tissue

2008-09-28T23:27:00.001+08:00

DICK!
im very angry now. SO shut your fucking face up and stop asking me to send you photos cuz i DON'T fuckign owe you anything, you can't unzip a folder? thats your fucking problem. YOU TOOK THE PHOTOS IN MY CAMERA. and i am in no fucking obligation to send you your photos so stop demanding it. at least add a please in your request, cuz i don't owe you like 100 dollars for ketamine or ganja.

SHUTURFACE.

2008-09-28T06:06:00.000+08:00

http://www.efukt.com/2263_Angry_Pornstar_Attacks_Midget.html

on a lighter note, something PEVERSE to laugh about

2008-09-28T04:14:00.002+08:00

HEY! heres a SUPER long post so you can shit your face off if you don't like reading.
so you guys heard that i feel empty and lonely and what-not recently and drugs are almost kicking in (i'm not kidding or attention seeking) BUT the consequences are REAL and my intelligence tells me that im one million percent more likely to get caught than any tom, dick or harry.
So i sought shelter with couple of my friends who are WILLING to listen to my bulls all night for 5 hours (special thanks to lyn!). BUT today started off as a screwed up piece of shit day cuz of someone who wanted to meet me DIDN'T call me the whole fucking afternoon and DIDN'T ANSWER MY FUCKING CALLS. will not explain the in between details or this post will take all night.(yes jo you are forgiven)but i want my hokkien mee and coke light soon!
the evening was romantically lovely, met up with the love(s) of my life; Ben, Shah, Hiroshi and Daniel. We froze out at fort canning (I ALWAYS WANTED TO GO THERE LATE AT NIGHT AND TALK ABOUT things like how lovely kittens are.) walked over to clarkequay which was just a stone's throw away. We had a few heniekens(SP) went home at about 3 after our wonderful mac lovin'
no pictures cuz i FORGOT to bring out my camera's battery(no i'm not an idoit i was overtaken by ANGST early evening remember?)but the night was beautiful. REALLY.. guys i love you very much but i'm sorry i don't pour out my feelings to males.
LYN call me soon.

HOHOHO thailand in 2months i've convinced my lovely friends to book a president suite anyone wants to tag?

LAST WEEK'S picture post

2008-09-25T20:56:00.003+08:00

trying HARD to be sexy.

laughing over nothing

illegal biking made possible again(finally) by XZ's bf

trying hard to make it as illegal Race Queen finalist

4th day of persisting muscle cramps?spasms?

2008-09-16T15:48:00.004+08:00

Finally found some drugs that effectively reliefed the pain from my arms.
Yesterday was one krazy night. My insane Trio; kel, net and ben decided to follow my idea of walking in devil's bend.kel spoiled(as usual) our perfect camping plan cuz she had to werk the next day. here are some pictures. njoy. while waiting for the annoying pictures to load, does anyone have an extra girlfriend to spare?

TAKE out my champagne!

2008-09-02T02:28:00.002+08:00

today is great, great is what today is and althought the sheer great excitement today gave me cannot be saved for anotherday, today still remains great.
e

i didn't see mas selamat these few days..

2008-06-15T23:28:00.001+08:00

even before it started

2008-06-02T00:54:00.005+08:00

my 1 week holiday has ended, daddy went to france again, so many things happened this week and i'm putting on my santa clauss' suit! hey anyway i had fun gaining weight and no regrets about that. So we went to sentosa today chilled out with jo and jo and justina and kelvin and hwee and me! it was fun but theres nothing really much to talk about.
Oh ya my water pipe broke yesterday and mummy venus and me had to bath using pails! I only begin to realize the importance of pipes when i really had to live without 'piped' water. very surprisingly i only used 1/2 a pail of water to bath my small petite body. the conclusion? Pipes never should have been invented (: cuz SOME people love to waste water(which obviously isn't me) yup so today i counted my calorie intake and realized i ate(takes a deeep breath) 1/2 plate of 3 veg+rice (400+-kcal) & 1/2 bowl of laksa (450+- kcal) & 3/4 bowl of pig porridge (500+-kcal) that was for breakfast. SHUTUP i'm not fat yes i just love variety.. 3 henieken(sp) for lunch (300?x3=900?) and... i had silk road's(palawan beach) beef rice (850+-kcal) which was SUPPPPERB.
nope doesn't stop here. 1/5 a basket of wedges (400+-kcal) at arab street's le caire, 1 XXL chicken(600+-kcal?) from shilin at J8 and 2 deep fried chicken cubes (150kcal)from the stall opposite shilin and 1 frenchfries sausage (600) kcal and 1/2 chicken sausage pasta(350kcal+-)from pasta mania 1/2 clam pasta(350kcal) from pasta mania and...... 3 garlic bread.. (450kcal+-) and 3 slices of pizza (750kcal+-) and 1 can of coke(120++--kcal), 1 can of heneiken(180kcal+-?) PHEWW.
THAT AMOUNTS TO... 7050+++--- kcal! ZOOOOOM!!!! thats 3 days worth of food.
okay i'm sorry i promise i'll diet tomorrow.

on a lighter note, our ani is 3 days away, things aren't really going smoother these days is it? sometimes i just feel like avoiding and escaping but... HAHAHAHAH i'm not going to be sad. i'll remain happy for the
rest of my life no matter wuttttttt bwuk bwuk bwuk bwuk! okay heres the picture post of today (:

cough remedy mummy's always sweet

Ovaltine!

2008-05-25T23:31:00.004+08:00

good evening people!
to keep this blog alive, heres a picture post of my new bag!

Ovaltine, you can't live without it.

yup, got a top model to do this shoot..

Another top model..

post opt.

2008-05-12T22:35:00.003+08:00

supposed to go for day surgery this morning but i had accounts today and i really can't miss the lesson. school ended at 5 and i cabbed down to Mount Alvernia hospital to cut off that pulse from my ass. Doctor gave me Local anesthesia and i was laughing at my mother through out the operation.(thank god) it really felt more like the team of medical staffs were molesting me. Thank god, no stiches this time. enough said heres the pictures. =] YUCK.

2008-05-11T18:46:00.002+08:00

so we went drinking last night and i was totally drunk, i'm pretty sure i made a fool of myself. today wasn't an exactly a great day. revised econs with daniel at novena star bucks. was fun, made new friends (:

okay heres the shitty part i had to stick two anusol up my ass cuz i have anal pulse. ITS TREEIBLE! i can't believe i lost my anal virginity to that bullet. oh dear please dear god heal my pulse ):

2008-05-06T23:56:00.004+08:00

konichiwah!
okay so hweeying had breakfast-lunch at my place and we finished up almost all that the table had to offer. she loved the grilled fish that my maid cooked, and i ate in the name of lunch. today's a tuesday so its EEC day need alot alot of pratice cuz i find that i'm not to eloquent with the Price-Income-Cross Price Elasticity Demand (PED>YED>XED) oh gosh.

any o how, school ended at 4.45 and i had a mysterious ring from an unknown number, it was gui ming (my primary school friend) who wanted company to town. When we went to town i bumped into XZ and somehow three of us found ourselves inside ngee ann's LV!

So we spent the remainder of the evening at some bar place near tan qwee lian street which had FREE pool. its an uncle's bar and XZ had 1/4 balance martell. Chilled out (nopictures) the uncle were pool professionals man. 8.5/10 of the shots score!? and they were all ang moh speaking uncles so i had no problem making friends with one of these big bellied creatures. Finished the martell in about an hour, XZ stayed on as she was waiting for her friend.

Went to sim lim to meet Guiming's friend then we took 166 from selegie back to amk. todday was a GREAT, anyway heres the picture post.

YES, its a sin to do this, but i'm giving up an expensive habit to recoop my loseses.
next stop, phone strap! =D

i'm back!

2008-04-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

muhahahah konichiwa! Elroy Wong's back to keep you guys updated on my life. much has happened since i last updated no, you're not going to hear from here , you guys gotta talk to me in person! Life is SIM is exciting, but not great. Theres so much to learn my mom was asking what is PABF(principals of accounting business and finance) i too am confused, you tell me. So the project works are pouring in its WEEK 3 hello?! So daddy's back from France right? yup, the house's a little noisier and more family like, dad's good taste for food is clearly reflected on my waist line! which is pretty controversal, wheather good or bad. Anyway i recieved a present which i didn't really deserve.

i think we'll should keep that aside, i am underserving.
thats it for now goodnight readers.

2008-04-08T23:36:00.003+08:00

i found this cat under my dining

It doesn't really like paparatzis(sp)
posing for the cameras..

kissing his fans..

Econs isn't easy but manageable. so far 2/5 of my lecturers are humorous and speak with a slight indian slang although they are chinese. it just sets me thinking where they adopted the slightly irritating indian slang..

anyhow today's rather pleasent school day i'm so glad i'm in SIM and no longer in secondary school. one significant difference is that the students here are more motivated to study and they really create less/close to none disturbances in class. i LOOOVE my class although i only have one friend :'( i'll say its good enough for DAY2.

we're required to do group work and thus we had to start forming team ASAP. so 3 ladies from the left asked if wusheng and me had found a group already.(obviously not) i was thinking weather to reject them or not since wusheng expressed his NEED to be in a group with hot chicks. but saying we already have a group would balantly be lying! so i said no we're not in a group yet and yes, sure we would like to join your group. striaght after class wusheng banged my head on the wall(literally) they weren't exactly hot but i suppose thats one source of distraction less so we'd be more on task right?
i can't work with girls who are absolutely hot. they distract me. distraction IS bad. sorry wusheng.

so school ended and i reached home at 6, to my estatic raptous delight, YHY was busy cooking spagetthi(sp) pasta for me! how sweet right? thankgod i have such a nice girlfriend.
i ate 5 plates of pasta. which added afew inches to my waistline...(again!!!!)
food is such an addiction, i shall live on with lilian's philosophy of "eat today and diet tomorrow" every single day :]

yes, i've been greedy but did you know greed was also one of human's natural instinct?

we, humans, only do things that...

a)brings pleasure to us
b)doesn't cause pain to us (slashing wrists isn't pain it is itchy which gives an orgasmy feeling)

Goodness dearest tummy's suffering form inflation again!
To: the little pixie living inside me please metabolise all my juicy fats AWAY because i'm not a soft toy!

hanyo. i look like teddymon now..

1st day @ SIM // Ramly's@Nightmarket

2008-04-08T00:37:00.003+08:00

pre-tertiary education totally rocks! Yes, today's my first day of school at SIM hq doing management foundation studies (MFS) thank god i managed to secure myself a position in this class. Orientation took about an hour, the good people handed us our notes for all 5 subjects econs, POA, English, Management, Sales and marketing. Yes, all in HUGE STACKS.

just before i could pack up my bag to leave after orientation, the lecturer for POA came in so i sat thru the lecture. the school's sweeeet ;] airconditioned lecturehallls, canteen etcetc. i looooove SIM.
got my hair trimmed after school nearby my house. frankly, i think i look like a squirrel now hehehe. so i dragged upself to yhy's place, had hokkienmee for dinner with two chicken wings yummmyyumyum! but i'm pretty dissapointed that i found slices of pork belly in the hokkien mee which totally ruined it.
okey, frankly did you guys think i'll be satisfied with hokkien mee with 2 chicken wings? NO WAY! dearest yhy accompanied me to the night market which was open just near TPY town center and i bought many many many many delicious foood namely, buttered corn, cheeezydog black pepper saussage and ramly's burger. the burger was goooooooooooooooooooooood! its petty consisted of egg omeletted chicken with mayo and chilli sauce for only $2.50 yes, its a steal and reallly really good! i know some of you might be thinking its just the cheap thrills i get out of the burger but reallyreallyreally no. i spent $20 on a burger in melbourne and to be frank it tasted too huge and flavourful for a small little asian stomach(yes i MEANT mine =D) it just had too much in a burger to be appreciated thus depreciated. Ramlys' on the other hand was small light and had consistent flavour. i bought this from a stall ran by 3 teens around my age.

honestly i really admire their independance and eagerness to work for extra money. prehaps people like Elroy really has too much that he doesn't even treasure his life that many people would wished they have had. at least i know he's willing to change =)

well no picture update but heres the picture of the burger frm melbourne STICKYLICOUSS!

if you know how big my hands are in real life, you'll say this burger is HUGE. goodnight readers

my stay home sunday

2008-04-06T23:26:00.002+08:00

da jia hao!
today, dad's coming back from france after a 7 weeks exchange. I really hope i still get to keep my privacy and serenity at home! yes, he is a real busybody as well as a noise box. Haha, i don't have anything against my dad but still i'm glad he's touched down safely in Singapore. you know, terrorists are hiding in our region JI leader(s'pore) mas selamat even escaped from detention barracks! who knows whats stiring in those extremists' cauldon. I'm not in the position to criticize anyone, but i really think when you want something, you got to ask for it. there's no end to fighting because war displays anger and anger happens when one person thinks irrationally in a state of temporarly lowered intelligence quotency. wars are a waste of time it only brews anger pain and agony. there will be real losers and no winners. nuff said, the bottom line is thank god dad made it back home safely.

school's tomorrow, oh dear!

2008-04-05T23:41:00.006+08:00

so our initial plan of going to sentosa's ruin cuz of the weather we proceeded to plan B; spend the day with miss yeo lilian. at least that was something to do, well its not the best way to kill time but it beats our usual way of killing time (eat sleep more eating and more eating!) yup so we bodyguarded yeo lilian cladded in sexy high heels all day, serene was our junior body guard who was super cute. i tell you, the addiction for food in that little kid's worst than ones of drug abusers. GREED, one of seven deadly sins was eminently residing in the plump body of hers! but still shes managed to entertain me simply by the way she walks! yup, we went to the bear-factory over at suntec and serene came out with a bear named sally! LILIAN's in an exceptionally good mood so serene gets a bear and yhy gets a baun buffel wallet! this clearly is an example of why life's not fair, becuz i don't even get a kiss!!
anw. we had ausssie cheese fries and deep fried breaded mushrooms in some american cafe it was sumptous and super sinful.
left town for the suburbs nothing much really happened after that.

konichiwa~! SUCH TRICKERY WILL NOT BE TOLERATED@#$!

2008-04-05T00:31:00.003+08:00

hellooooo today is a busy busy day.
so, early early in the wee hours of tha morning my dear secondary school friend messaged me but becuz i was so excellent at ignoring disturbances i only (and finally) read it at 9.30am. The message was dated 4th Apirl 2008 6:37am "whr u?" mmm fishy...
why would anyone ask where i am early early in the morning? so i replied, "on my bed being a good boy" then i realize its my ex school mate(yes i am constantly losing my phones/contacts) So after exchanging a few SMSes i was duped into going down to a block around 1000km from my house. since it was so near i only brought my handphone down, little did i know that he was there only becuz he had to! HE WAS WORKING AND I'M HIS COMPANY! such an evily drafted planned to trick my kind soul.
ppffft i still had to make breakfast. i bade goodbye as soon as i finished breakfast and went back to my nice little cosy crib (: yes i'm lazy.

met ben and hiroshi in the afternoon went to town blahblahblahblah.
proceeded to somewhere only we know with yhy to eat sweet chicken congee wasn't really good but i'm broke so we took a looooong bumpy bus ride back to her home and then i had to send myself home from her home and reached home to type you this load of blog i'm blogging!

btw if you're concerned i SUSPECT i'm having stomach flu :S

anyway if you've being waiting for the picture of the day, here it is!

Hiroshi getting 0wn3d

stay home day

2008-04-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

today's a stay home day! i woked up at 9 (thank god the sun wasn't really shining too brightly on my ass when i got off bed) that totally means i don't start off lethargically! :) i went for a hep B immunisation jab today i don't know how the bacteria filled injection works but seriously muscles on my arm hasn't stop aching!
nuff' said about injections. anyhow i went to buy lots lots of good food today hokkien mee, mixed meat congee, pontian mee(wanton mee)and curry noodles yummmy yum yum all of them are my favourites! I cordially invited my dearest yhy to have lunch with me, she gobbled up the congee (wasn't too happy; wanted to eat all of the food to myself) but thats good at least theres someone on the dinning table to snatch food from me. to be honest i usually eat alone and the feeling of eating alone really really terrible, i end up gobbling up the food and divert my attention to something else before i realize i'm alone in this house. i would like to thank yhy if shes reading this cuz shes been my greatest company, no one can fill up the position she has in my life, no one!!

dirty laundry day

2008-04-03T01:01:00.007+08:00

ni hao!
its REALLY FUSTRATING when you have a girl friend who you cannot communicate well with.
[12:53:58 AM] Yeo Hwee Ying says: walao. okie. i haven talk finish you hang. fine, bye[THEN GOES OFFLINE]
[12:54:17 AM] Elroy says: very irritating (messagenotsent)
[12:54:23 AM] Elroy says: youtype got so many sound (messagenotsent)
[12:54:33 AM] Elroy says: like clickclickclickclick (messagenotsent)
[12:54:49 AM] Elroy says: i hate this kind of response (messagenotsent)

i felt totally like omgoshwtfagbarbeque!

dirtee laundry.
i'm about to blow up into a million pieces. REALLY.
despite all the communication breakdowns i still love Yeo Hwee Ying alot
handling relationships isn't so easy, nothing's perfect.

wasn't that bad

2008-03-27T23:45:00.004+08:00

helloo one and all today's visit to the Qian Hu fish farm was an exhilarating one!
an since there's so much to talk about i'll minus the crap just for this post.
As soon as we alighted at CCK mrt we (hy's mom hy and me) were totally LOST. The mrt station guys couldn't even provide us information on how to get to the farm! I'm not complaining but EXCUSE ME?! the farm is within their vicinity and they can't even lead their commuters to a nearby farm no less provide the name of the lane.

Anyway we decided to take a cab, fortunately the cabbie uncle was alot more famaliar with CCK area. He drove us to 71, Jalan Lekar, Sungei Tengah Road. Arriving at aproximately 5.20 pm, we only had 30 minutes left to soak in with the little skin eating fishes! It was funny, i screamed like a girl as soon as those little aquatic-beings nibbled on my feet. it was hard to set my feets still but eventually it happened.

frankly, i'd rather pay $30 for a full feet pedicure and massage, the fishes weren't excatly cost effective! I recall not too long ago Wimin and i were talking about how we're going into a pedicure shop with all the dead skin hanging loosly from our feets demanding for a scrub with just $30 in our wallets(evil) buhahahaha. It will happen and trust me the pedicurist wouldn't love us as patrons. So after the 30 minutes skinny dipping we couldn't do much as the farm was closing in a couple of minutes. Hy fed the coils with some circular looking fish biscuits the coils were HUNGRY!

here's my picture paragraph for today

the fish farm was ulu, so we had to take a
15 minutes walk out to the main road almost
naturally the camera came in handy

fish spa outing?

2008-03-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's a thursday.
thursdays' considered the fourth day of the week
Thursday is named after the God of War Thor
Thursday is the day the last supper was held
Oct 24 1929 (Thrusday) when stock prices on the New York Stock Exchangefell sharply
However, Thursday is also the day of thanks giving.
Could it be a good thrusday or could it be a sad one?
well, tomorrow would reveal this mystery to me (:

Anyhow, today was seriously a day of accessive eating. there was food from an indonesian restaurant and pasta mania, in creepy portions. When I looked at my reflection in the mirror, it sent shivers down my spine as i look at all those rounding tires, slightly reassembling(sp) a pork's belly!

Back to something random, heres a picture of my luvly kitty cat named Gaarlick!

Burrying his tracks(shit) as usual.
This is the self-obsessed me, yes, AGAIN.
and...
The love of my life..

oh dear. its past midnight already. it took me so long to complete this post i hope you have a pleasent time here!

2008-03-26T00:09:00.001+08:00

meowmeow!